#duakupangaku

assalamualaikum.

for this entry, i just like to express my feeling.

how we can change when it comes to requirement and clinical session?

seriously, aku kecewa. kecewa bila ada yg nak maju, tanpa toleh belakang lihat kawan2 yg still terkapai2.

kenapa orang yg requirement sikit yg kalut nak tolong sesama sendiri untuk sama2 naik? kenapa yg dah ada kat atas, xpernah terdetik hati nak jenguk bawah, tengok kawan2 yg serabut memikirkan masalah ni?

atas alasan apa? yg dirawat tu bakal keluarga mertua, jadi xleh bagi tangan kawan2 hg untuk rawat? sedangkan hg dah ada kat langit dan kami still cari jalan keluaq dari tanah?

korang kata nak berjaya sama2 kan? ni ka yg dikatakan berjaya sama2?

maaf la kalau aku terdetik dalam hati, korang berjaya tapi dalam masa yg sama melukakan hati orang, what kind of achievement that actually that u got? is it full of barakah or not?

yeah, now we can see the true color of ourselves. whether we are TAMAK or not.

i'm sorry for my rudeness. yeah sometimes i think u deserve it.

again sorry for judging u.

post 2nd dental student colloquium

alhamdulillah thumma alhamdulillah..

we had done our research presentation. for me and my partner in crime, faiq, we did in vitro study or the simple word; research about microbe and related to lab works.

and alhamdulillah. we got both positive and negative result. well in research, whether it is a significant or not significant result, it is still consider a result. put it in your mind!

after a tiring week, all those nights at the lobby (we need to discuss in open space to avoid any speculation or fitnah), me and others went to langkawi. sound a little bit boring as 4 years ago, i already went there.

langkawi still my favourite place. with lots of memories and things that i want to forget. luckily, the prince charming was not there. fuhhh. i was so scared that i might somehow fall in love again with him. but again somehow, i met his father. twice. what a coincidence. -_-

yeah. i'm sooooo happy to see his father (please imagine how happy i am if i saw him). but unfortunately, all my dreams that never come true were totally useless when i saw his post on fb. he tagged his future wife, talking about 'naik pelamin' and etc.

menangis tak berlagu oiiiiiiiii

reality hurts!!!

the last day at langkawi, i brought my friends to restoran nasi ayam pak ya. (well the details should stop here i think). nice food, nice service (delivery kotttttt) yeah, thanks and sorry. for the past.

now we need to face the reality. the clinics, patients, requirements and all those things. all the best ##theonlybatch